I so vividly remember the probably one single time I received a daytime phonecall from my son's kindergarten. A very serene voice observed that there had been a little accident on a schooltrip and whether I would be available to accompany my son to the hospital.
Never had I driven this fast through Lisbon and accelerated even more when on the way I commenced wondering why the teacher had to pause when I mentioned it would take me 20 minutes to arrive. So there he was in the shade of an olive tree and I nearly sensed I could see a piece of brain through the bleeding hole just above his eye. Apparently he too had accelerated but into a window at the museum. That's my boy.
Back into the car, onto the hospital. The dreadful time and distance, finding a parking spot, the waiting room, then surgeory ..... then lots of proud hugs, an ice cream and back home. Today my son hardly remembers.
It is a story I will carry for a while, with the significance my little harmomious world will atribute to it, a bit like a comment from a former Portuguese president coming out of a specially summoned state council meeting to debate indebted Portugal's political and economic crises. "If you think we have it bad, look at Syria", he said to journalists. How true.
These past few days the world gets to see images of a father squeeking his car's breaks in front of a hospital, carrying his child of maybe 2 years old. Before he enters the emergency entrance the child gets a splash of water over him from a bucket specially placed for such purpose, to get rid of some of the blood and dust. On the video stream we can still see the father stepping through sweaty doctors and over people sitting or lying on the floor in the hospital's corridors but then images turn away towards a room of about 30 square meters and in there ly about 20 children, lying still, without life in them, dead. I have seen the vídeo once, but it is printed in my memory.
I miss the point of the now debate on whether Assad's soldiers used chemical agents or not in the attack his minister admitted. Why on earth (and heaven) is it relevant which weaponry was used on on those people near Damascus this past Wednesday morning ?
Since I do not google from within the US with the chances of having NSC red flagging my home, I guess I am going to have to do some research on that but with great resentment and certainly hope not to find that the essence is tied into the same old treatied logic of weapons of mass distruction.
Remember how 10 years ago, the then US secretary of state stood before the UN to present detailed charts and photos of laboratoria constantly moving around all of Iraq and therewith promoting a case for the US to invade all of Iraq. If that had not happened, we would not now be entangled in an overly careful chemical diplomatic debate in an attempt to hide western contemporary mea culpa.
Possibly the pretext of chemical weapons, along with any other lean and mean weaponry of the kind, it that it is the only common ground found between large military nations like the US, Russia and China to allow each other to undertake military missions into sovereign countries, legally i.e. internationally tolerated without risking certain nations to stage invasions in sovereign or self-proclaimed independent territories. I would appreciate the sensitivity of that - along with other well intended multilateral disarmement ventures - but it just does not correspond to what a community can and/or wants and certainly should do when fellow innocent, young human beings are massacred, especially in the region with record UN resolution violations.
It is a tragic and frustrating path, probably the worst in all time history and future, where populations angerly run into and out of that unresolved part of world, from southern Turkey to Egypt, generally always tied into a religion and thus history.
Only when religion truly seprates from politics, will we see a basis for improvement and that is exactly why political and religious leaders should now sit together, not with the aim for some 5 minute blessing or 48 hour truce, but to interruptedly and professionally work towards an economically viable region seperated not from culture, nor history, but just from religious organizations and whomever claims to be both can get extra international organisational expertise help to make a choice.
It is a mere matter of re-allocating exisitng resources to a higher priority. The man made true and apparent blending of religion and politics was not a chemical reaction and can be undone. If a resolve takes double the time it took countries to organize the effectiveness of the chemical weapons convention, it will have been worth it.